Song gestalt дима бамберг (dima bamberg) lyrics english

[Verse]


Close my eyes and try to let go Are


thoughts barking at each other like dogs – rage or shame?


After all, I’m just a son who missed my father


And in whose family the court decided for me to grow up

Sweet wine, in a binge from the first sip


I’m a vagabond, happy only where there is no ceiling


Left home and disappeared for twenty-five, thirty years

And only killing , I stopped getting angry


I and the world around us – we are like a dog and a cobblestone


Yes, I am selfish, because otherwise I would not have survived


Heroin at sixteen, I did not study at five

But bring me back, everything will happen again


I skipped my whole youth, I am a mongrel mongrel


I’ll always find my way back

And you became a brother closer than your own brother


And in my heart there is an atomic bomb crater


We shared everything: from money to whores

I was lost, and what to do next, there were no ideas


And there were no people around, because everyone believed you


You leaked Shokka – Zhigan, probably rights and Bamberg’s not back, not revenge

I did not return because the best friend I can not forgive


I’m a strange person


I always draft in the attic

I’ve always throw the jab-jab, swaying in the shuttle


and after a fight either regret or think, no doubt


I didn’t come back, because I had nowhere to stay

Ten years in a psychiatric hospital – I’m a patient


Changed my language, but my accent


didn’t change


Changed friends, but I didn’t change myself I got drunk, lost, fell behind


I hated rap, even more myself in it

Berlin began to forget and get rid of the pain , but I was deaf and lost


Hera held out his hand to me, I no longer believed in friendship


In Bamberg, it’s a shame to appear in my eyes

Although I’m pulling back


And now another uncle Sasha replaces my father


I lost everything believed – I am a corpse


No money – I steal food in Edek

And you are in the photo with him – a control cartridge in my head


And jokes about Stockholm syndrome won’t warm your soul


I write with tears in my eyes, they say, I let go of shame


After all, fucking yourself, damn you, you forgave me! (Just kidding)

I am in pain, just like ten years ago – I’m tired


But the pain does not wrinkle my face, but causes a grin


As in time, public confession

The rain poured furious down


my cheeks And I thought you were a rat, yes, that escaped from the ship


And you are not just me threw, you slandered me


The fact that I was a moron is not the essence and not the reason

After all, I was a brother, as long as I was needed and comfortable


As a pillow by my side


I am not a gift, but I was betrayed like a dog


I didn’t want to believe that all this was serious

You wanted it first to be – you became him, you could


But under the crown and chain mail remained


I am guilty of what I am guilty, and I admitted it myself


And as I could, and it turned out, I stood up to the end

I accepted the battle, knowing I could not cope – they will roll into the asphalt


Brother, here how close Gestalt


well, in the end everything is in the past, and we


both try to be rather than to seem good

and under the soles of shit we both canine


But we have many with you much that meant


everyone on the concepts and rules


And goodness rarely wins (Hurray)

I can finally breathe out without the taste of falsehood


I can finally live on


Rap, like an old jeep, drove me where I could


But the image of Shock fell apart like an old boot

And I write a track for the first time without stopping from the text


You and I were at the same time, albeit from a different test


And I think you knew how your confession would be greeted

But I saw sincerity through situational marketing


You forgave me – it’s good


But no one cares about us, this is a show for them


We defeated evil, like in a good movie


Although according to the plan the epilogue was different